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23andMe; The True Meaning of Family

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I had seen ads many times on my Facebook feed from 23andme, and I have wanted to do it for a long time. The kits offer ancestry breakdown and personalized health insights which have always intrigued me. After all, from the depths of my core, I believe nothing is more important than family.

My desire to know more might be hard for someone to understand, looking from the outside. My god, some people on the inside don’t understand either. They might ask, “How can someone who professes to love her family be estranged from so many of her family members?” From my perspective, I lost my dad, my mother, my sister, and my brother due to alcoholism even though some of them are still alive.

My mom and dad married just before I was born in 1968. After having my brother and my sister, they divorced when I was eight or nine, due to my father’s problem with alcohol. My brother, Brett, my greatest friend, became another alcoholic branch on our family tree and lost his long courageous battle with addiction and mental illness when he was 39.

I had a relationship with my parents and sister until well into my thirties. Not a perfect one, as relationships within the walls of families can be challenging, but a life that included them. I loved them all very much. Even so, our immediate family unit dissolved under the stresses of my brother’s addiction as well as many unhealthy family patterns and blame-shifting. It all became too much.

My brother alone is responsible for his alcoholism; our reaction to it was never his responsibility. For many reasons, including my wellbeing and that of my husband and my two young sons, I made the painful decision to love my father, mother, and sister from afar. I ceased all contact more than ten years ago.

Through years of therapy, I worked extremely hard to be healthy and happy. I had spent too many decades making poor decisions and looking after other people. Finally, I found the courage to look after the needs of my own family first—my husband and sons. And I am most proud to say that I finally looked after myself; I responded to my own needs. That wasn’t and isn’t selfish. For my own mental health it was necessary.

I have always known my dad’s side of the family came from England, as we are all very close, but my excitement and hope in ordering the 23andme kits was to learn a little more about my mother’s side of the family. Growing up I only ever met my mom’s parents, her sister, and that sister’s children, my two cousins. I never met, nor did my mother ever mention, any of her aunts, uncles, cousins, or even grandparents.

My husband of 30 years, Jim, agreed that it would be amazing to learn more about where our families originated. He knows his family came from England too, whereas I was excited with the possibility of knowing where my mother’s parents came from. I had been close to them, as were my brother and sister, but we lost our grandparents when we were still young. My nana died from dementia complications when I was only 18, and my papa died when I was around 25 or 26. I feel blessed that Papa got to meet and spend time with his two great-grandchildren, Rick and Ryan, before he passed away.

Last November my husband and I opened our kits, filled the little tubes with saliva, and sent them off in the mail. I waited. And waited. And waited some more. I was so eager to get the results, like a kid waiting patiently to open a Christmas present, and I was disappointed when they didn’t update the information on my online portal as quickly as they had originally promised. Finally, the results arrived on January 15, 2022. I was a little sad as the data seemed a little vague. It confirmed that my relatives came from England, yet there wasn’t much other information. I was looking to know more about my nana and papa, maybe something more exotic, but I suppose that is where their families originated too.

So, after looking it over and analyzing my health data I logged out of my 23andme portal and I doubt I ever would have thought more about it or logged in again.

I was at work just a few weeks later, on February 7, when my phone beeped with an email that had a 23andme logo: “Hey Jodee, My name’s James Dodds and 23andme says that we may be half siblings. My dad, Jim Dodds, was from Ponoka so I am wondering if that’s the connection.”

I was completely calm as I read and responded within ten minutes to this unexpected news. I know everyone is different, but for me I have experienced firsthand how my body and mind reacts when being in shock. After all, I remember clearly when two police officers came to my front door in the middle of the night to tell me my brother had taken his own life. When I shared it with my husband that evening and with my two adult sons, now 29 and 31, they didn’t quite comprehend what it could mean. I knew instantly, not because I could have ever imagined such a thing or that there was a hint of some deep dark family secret, because there wasn’t. I live now, as I did as a young child with my parents, very close to Ponoka, Alberta. This wasn’t someone emailing me from halfway across the world, this was 20 minutes away. DNA doesn’t lie.

The initial shock had worn off by that evening. Random visions started going through my mind, causing floods of tears. My fully clothed dad saving me from drowning when I walked off the edge of a pier during a summer vacation when I was probably five years old. My grandma’s face—it sits in a beautiful frame in my office. Big Tisdale Christmas get-togethers with everyone from my dad’s side of the family at my house. My earliest memory of looking inside eggs with a red light with my grandfather when I was three or four. Being the oldest grandchild. Memories and tears. More memories and tears. And finally, my dad’s siblings—Uncle Les, Auntie Myrna, and Auntie Mary—all of whom have stood by me and supported me through my life’s journey. Never, not once, judging or condemning me or taking sides when it came to my complicated relationship with my father. They have loved me unconditionally, while loving their brother too. I LOVE my family.

Along with the tears came the overwhelming sense of disbelief and pain. My heart has been shattered.

My whole life flashed before my eyes. I knew my mother was pregnant when she got married to my father and since the whole marriage wasn’t blissful, we never talked about any other details after they divorced. As I tried to unwrap all my feelings, not knowing whether my mother lied or took her best guess and married my dad, I had no feeling of rage when I texted her: “I would like to know please your connection (and/or relationship with a Jim Dodds). I don’t need a long story. I don’t need contact with you. Just a simple one or two sentence answer. I would appreciate if you could get back to me within a day as this is time sensitive. Thank you.”

I am aware that this would come to her as much of a shock after 53 years as it did to me. But our estrangement complicated matters and her shock isn’t my responsibility. So, once again, I waited. And waited. And waited some more. It seemed like days, but in fact it was the next morning when I received a reply from my mother: “The only Jim Dodds I ever knew, I dated someone with that name when I was 18.”

I was already sure it was true. He is my biological father.

I don’t think anyone would ever blame me if my initial reaction would be hating my mother. You don’t have to be estranged for that. I think to myself even in the closest of families, this surprise revelation could ruin a mother and daughter relationship and cause tremendous upset. I am as imperfect as anyone, but I never react based on hate or anger. I am not even capable of feeling those emotions.

Life is full of twists, turns, losses, happiness, and hardships. I have lived through my fair share of pain, and this is no different. Pain is not a contest. We all experience it, and there are many different reactions. Sadly, often it is human nature when something bad or traumatic happens to be furious or to want to hold someone else responsible. We blame ourselves, we blame others, sometimes people blame god, but following those emotions will only keep us angry, unhealthy, and stuck in the same place. Instead, I always have a deep-seated hope for everyone, regardless of circumstance, to find the strength to follow empathy, compassion, understanding and love because that path leads to peace. Being all of those things never means that you have to accept relationships that are not good for your own health, happiness, and spirit but I never make important life’s decisions based on toxic emotions.

And so, in following with my head and also my heart, I met with my mother, the first time I have seen her face in nine years.

I don’t know the future of the relationship between me and my mom or if there will even be one. Before our visit, a lot of damage had been done that I am unsure can be reversed but I am putting all of that aside for today. As I share this revelation, I stand beside my mother as I believe her when she says there was no ill intent. She had been dating a bull rider, Jim Dodds, and loved him. But she was so young and had already experienced trauma of her own and had a past with my father. They had a daughter together four years before I was born, in 1964, who was given up for adoption. That connection was why my mom started seeing my dad again. And when she got pregnant at 19, she broke things off with Jim, and told him she was getting married without ever mentioning her pregnancy. With her whole heart she believed my dad was my biological father.

I have cried a million tears the last couple weeks, had many sleepless nights, and swam hundreds of lengths at the pool downtown in Sylvan Lake to calm my mind. And what I realized is that family is so much more than being related by blood. It is about being there for each other, through the good times, and especially the bad. It is the relationships in our lives that provide a sense of security and belonging. It is people that hold your heart gently in their hands. It is about feeling you are in a safe space, never worried someone won’t love you, no matter what you share. Family is about feeling valued, respected, and understood. It is about bumps in the road yet creating memories that are built on pure, unconditional love. Family is being able to say you are sorry when someone says you hurt them.

I am incredibly blessed to have so many relationships in my life that provide all these things and more, many of whom are friends that I wholeheartedly consider my family. We live in a beautiful world, where children continue to be adopted, people get divorced and then remarried with blended families, foster parents, surrogacy, and IVF sometimes with anonymous donors. Even same sex couples are fulfilling their dreams of becoming parents. There are many scenarios, and all of those people are no less loved, no less connected and no less family than those that share DNA. I always knew this; it just took a few days to catch my breath.

As much as my dad and I had our own challenges throughout the course of our lives, I loved him very much. This is not a win for me. I never, not once, wished for or longed for a different father. He passed away in February 2018. As much as our own conflicts and estrangement, I think this would have broken his heart.

I am still continuing to process, and my biggest source of pain and disbelief right now, is that my biological father Jim passed away on February 18, 2021, just over a year ago from cancer. He will never know that I was born. We will never get the opportunity to meet and he will never know his amazing grandsons.

There is no regret from me or desire to change the course of any of our lives, because, had my mom, my dad, or Jim Dodds known, the alternative would be worse than what we are all faced to accept today. Any other decision would change the course of so many different lives. Others quite likely would never have been born, such as my newly discovered half-siblings Jaime, James, and Jade as well as the brother I lost ten years ago. So as hard as it is to work through all of my emotions, things worked out as they should.

For me, I would never want to alter the course of fate. I love my family and was always meant to be the sister of Brett Tisdale

 

Author of the powerful memoir The Sun is Gone: A Sister Lost in Secrets, Shame and Addiction and How I Broke Free. Outspoken advocate to help eliminate the shame + stigma surrounding Addiction + Mental Health. Visit www.jodeeprouse.ca or follow on instagram @jodeeprouse

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How to Deposit and Withdraw in CAD at Sol Casino: A Guide for Canadian Players

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When choosing an online casino, Canadian players not only look for exciting games and bonuses but also for easy and secure payment methods in Canadian dollars (CAD). Sol Casino understands this need and has created a streamlined system for deposits and withdrawals that suits players across Canada.

This guide walks you through how to fund your account, cash out your winnings, and which methods are most efficient and convenient.

Why Use CAD at Sol Casino?

Sol Casino supports transactions directly in Canadian dollars, which is a huge advantage. This means:

 No currency conversion fees

 Simplified banking

 Faster transactions

 Better tracking of your gambling budget

For Canadian players, avoiding unnecessary fees and delays is crucial. Sol Casino ensures you can deposit and withdraw in your local currency without any added complications.

How to Deposit Funds at Sol Casino (Step by Step)

Funding your Sol Casino account is simple. Follow these steps to make a deposit:

1. Log in to your Sol Casino account.
2. Go to the Cashier/Deposit section.
3. Choose your preferred payment method.
4. Enter the amount you wish to deposit (minimum deposit usually starts at $20 CAD).
5. Follow the prompts to complete the transaction.

Most deposits are instant, meaning you can start playing right away.

Popular Deposit Methods for Canadians

Sol Casino offers a variety of trusted options tailored for Canadian players:

 Interac e-Transfer: A go-to choice in Canada, easy to use and highly secure.

 MuchBetter: A modern e-wallet app offering fast, private transfers.

 ecoPayz: Another reliable e-wallet widely used in Canada.

 Visa/Mastercard: Traditional and familiar for most users.

 Cryptocurrencies: Includes Bitcoin, Ethereum, and more for added privacy.

Each method is secure and designed to fit your lifestyle and preferences.

How to Withdraw Winnings in CAD

Cashing out your winnings is just as easy. Here’s how to request a withdrawal:

1. Go to your account dashboard and select Withdraw.
2. Choose the same method used for depositing (if possible).
3. Enter the amount you want to withdraw.
4. Submit your request and wait for confirmation.

Before processing your first withdrawal, Sol Casino may ask for ID verification to comply with KYC (Know Your Customer) rules. This is standard for any legitimate casino and helps protect your account from fraud.

Withdrawal Processing Time

Sol Casino processes withdrawal requests quickly. Here’s a general idea of how long it may take:

 E-wallets (MuchBetter, ecoPayz): 0–24 hours

 Cryptocurrency: 1–12 hours (depending on network speed)

 Interac: 1–2 business days

 Cards (Visa/Mastercard): Up to 3–5 business days

Once your identity is verified, future withdrawals are often processed faster.

Tips for Smooth Transactions

 Verify your account early to avoid delays during your first withdrawal.

 Use the same method for deposit and withdrawal whenever possible.

 Set responsible limits to manage your gambling activity.

 Watch for promotions offering cashback or deposit bonuses for specific payment methods.

Sol Casino also sends notifications and email confirmations for each transaction, adding transparency to the process.

Customer Support for Payment Issues

If you run into any trouble while depositing or withdrawing, Sol Casino has a 24/7 support team ready to help. You can use:

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 Email support for more detailed inquiries

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Conclusion: Fast, Flexible, and Canadian-Friendly Banking

Sol Casino has built a payment system that respects Canadian needs. With support for CAD, a variety of local methods like Interac and MuchBetter, and fast withdrawals, it provides a hassle-free banking experience. Whether you’re playing for fun or aiming for big wins, Sol Casino ensures your money is handled safely, securely, and efficiently.

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Actuators in Industrial Automation: How They Improve Efficiency

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In the quest for enhanced productivity and reduced operational costs, many industries face challenges in optimizing their automation systems. Integrating advanced technologies, such as actuators, alleviates these issues by automating processes and minimizing manual intervention. Leveraging the capabilities of an actuator allows businesses to streamline operations and achieve higher efficiency.

Industrial automation continues to evolve, with a focus on precision and reliability. As of 2025, advancements in automation technologies are projected to increase productivity by up to 30% in various sectors, according to the International Federation of Robotics report. This growth is attributed to the strategic use of components like the actuator, pivotal in enhancing operational efficiency.

Actuators: What are They?

Actuators are mechanical devices that convert energy into motion and enable precise control over various industrial processes. They are categorized into:

 Electric

 Hydraulic

 Linear

Each type offers unique advantages (e.g., precision, force, speed) for different applications. Understanding what actuators are and how they work is crucial for application in industrial settings.

The question “What are actuators?” is often followed by “What is the work of an actuator?” These devices perform tasks that require movement or force (e.g., opening valves, moving parts in machinery, or adjusting positions in assembly lines). They are integral to systems requiring precise control, making them a cornerstone of modern automation.

The Role of Actuators in Industrial Automation

Actuators are the backbone of industrial automation, enabling precise control and integration across systems. Their ability to convert energy into motion makes them indispensable for optimizing processes, reducing costs, and improving productivity.

In control systems, they work with sensors to enable real-time adjustments. For example, in food processing plants, electric motors adjust conveyor speeds, ensuring consistent packaging and reducing waste. It minimizes downtime and saves businesses time and money.

In robotics, devices like the actuator arm deliver high precision. In automotive assembly lines, linear drives allow robotic arms to weld or paint with millimeter accuracy, reducing rework and enhancing product quality.

Beyond robotics, these motors streamline machinery operations. In the oil and gas industry, hydraulic motors control pipeline valves, eliminating manual intervention in hazardous environments and improving safety.

How Actuators Improve Operational Efficiency

Here is how actuators enhance industrial operation:

 They offer precise control over movements, essential in applications requiring high accuracy (e.g., manufacturing, robotics). It reduces errors and improves product quality. For example, in CNC machining, linear actuators ensure cuts are made with exactness, resulting in parts that meet precise specifications.

 They speed up production cycles, allowing for higher output in less time. It is beneficial in assembly lines where actuator assembly and actuator adapter components are used to streamline processes. In automotive manufacturing, they can quickly position and secure parts, reducing assembly time.

 They minimize the need for human intervention, reducing the risk of errors and accidents. It improves safety and increases productivity by allowing workers to focus on more complex tasks.

In environments where repetitive tasks are common, motors automate these processes, freeing up personnel for strategic roles.

Applications of Actuators in Various Industries

Actuators are used across different industries to enhance efficiency and productivity.

 Manufacturing. Linear drives are used in machinery to ensure precise movements and consistent product quality. They are integral in assembly lines, where they automate tasks such as positioning and lifting components. For instance, in electronics manufacturing, actuators precisely place components on circuit boards, ensuring each product meets quality standards.

 Oil and gas. Here, hydraulic motors are used for valve control due to their high force capabilities, necessary for handling heavy loads.

 Food processing. In this niche, electric motors are preferred for their cleanliness and low maintenance, ensuring production lines remain hygienic and efficient. They are used in machinery requiring precise control (e.g., filling and packaging systems).

How to Choose the Right Industrial Actuator

Evaluate several factors for optimal compatibility with your applications:

 Determine whether your application demands linear, rotary, or oscillatory motion. For example, linear motors are ideal for tasks requiring straight-line movement, such as positioning components in manufacturing lines.

 Assess the load capacity and force requirements of your application. Heavy-duty applications, like those in the oil and gas sector, often require hydraulic actuators due to their high force capabilities.

 Evaluate the operating environment, considering factors such as temperature, humidity, dust, and corrosive conditions. Ensure the actuator’s materials and design are suitable for these conditions by checking IP ratings, temperature limits, and corrosion resistance.

 Ensure the motor is compatible with existing control systems. It includes considering manual, mechanical, electrical, or computer-based control options to ensure integration.

 Consider safety factors (e.g., emergency stop mechanisms and fail-safe designs), especially in critical applications like vehicle automation.

Actuators are essential in industrial automation, delivering precision, speed, and efficiency to optimize operations across sectors. Integrating the right motors will allow businesses to reduce costs, enhance productivity, and maintain a competitive edge in an automated landscape.

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